that was very very tough for me to do with a happy face on.
i just came back from bidding Chris farewell because in about 20 minutes he leaves for the middle of Maine for the grand camp NEMC where he will learn lots of fabulous music and make many new musical friends.
It was very hard for me to go over there and act happy about his departure...but last night i cried when we were together. So i figured this morning i would be happy.
A month is a long time, but college is even longer. We love each other very much and although this month will be anything but easy, i'll keep myself busy, he'll be busy, we'll write letters.
But i feel like crying a rainstorm right now (prooooooobably partly because of that montly friend that's coming....but still...) Regardless of hormones, he means the most to me out of this world...

At least i have 7 hours of work to cheer me up? OY. At least i won't be moping around the house all day being depressed that i can't handle anything.

In other news, i hear Laura is back from China :-) yay Laura. I'm going to Old Orchard Beach with the ol' RCCC on Wednesday! yay again.

But tomorrow i have to go for my TB test and then on Friday i have a physical...eww. i hate the doctor's. a lot.

But on Saturday i go to Suissevale!!!! The Trio will be reunited and all will be well.

I shall miss him greatly. But it's not like we broke up. so hooray i think.